Useless
I could have kept 'bothering' with message 'How are you?' Or 'After what?' - Ku. I can also call you just to hear your voice and make you familiar with the thought of the discussions we nor existence. Anything as long as I could simply imply, "Hi! I am here. I am here. Look at me. "
I could just keep hoping that one day you will give flowers, say if you realize my feelings and you feel the same. Hope that does not also lost despite having tried many times forgotten.
I could continue to assume you're the best for me, nothing else. Then ignore the people around me. Ignoring their strengths because I just focused on the benefits of the strong suit. You, and only you. As there are many candles in the room, but only one candle that I noticed.
I can just keep thinking of how to get your attention, how do you know that here there is always me, and keep trying until you can understand that I do not ever leave.
I could just stay here, waiting.
But, however long I wait, the result would be the same even if you just do not ever think about me.